I think I have problems because I look at Minecraft players for laughs and things to make me happy again

I just saw this Tiktok and it made me cry because you remember DanTDM and popularMMO‘s and Fundy and squido and all those Minecraft Youtubers. They live on in the dsmp and I forgot about all those YouTubers and they were my childhood and then now as I’m a teenager the dsmp is helping me and making me laugh like the old YouTubers did.