Lmfao, sounds like a personal problem. Glad you're not as gullible as you used to be, but you definitely need to learn to laugh. Don't wear your damaged nature on your sleeve, and blame others.
I hope one day you are able to overcome your narrow world view. Go complain to crowder, and stop assuming there is only "left" or "right" :)
It is becoming more and more obvious through your typing, that you are extremely agitated over this. I hope you enjoy God's gift, and have a beautiful afternoon.