I want to explain a few things on/about this drawing, so here's some extra ✨information✨ I want to share about (this is all just a copy-paste (with a few things deleted) from this drawing's description on Pixilart, so please don't mind any errors in it, as I was tired upon writing it): ''The only time I'm ever in Paradise is when you're by my side...'' - Isabella/Sebastian Azul (one of my favorite OC's (he's a male, just had a female name at first due to him and his backstory, don't ask-). He says this quote in the book I'm currently writing, which is called 'The Night Room', even though I have yet to get to the part where he actually says it since he says it near the end of the book and I'm nowhere near the end- Anyways, this quote means a lot more than what meets the eye and the mind, as Isabella/Sebastian has a really depressing backstory, and the person he says this to, Felix Alex Grimm, is the only person who ever made him happy and brought him away from the constant pain and torment of his childhood (Isabella/Sebastian had extremely abusive parents, whom of which he later ended up snapping at and killing when he reached his breaking point due to them and their constant abuse). And yet, Felix never really loved him back and, actually, more-so hated him, but yet knew nothing about Isabella's/Sebastian's past. In short though, due to the feelings Felix gives Isabella/Sebastian, Isabella/Sebastian always feels like he's in Paradise with Felix - a place free of pain, free of suffering, free of the burdens of life, all while being a place that ceases to exist, unless Felix is by his side... ❤ (Yeah, it's honestly depressing af). As for the color scheme, I originally did it in black and red because they're my favorite colors, but they can also be used to represent Felix since they're his main colors as well, which I feel matches the quote since the quote is being said about *him*. Other than that, I had to go out of my comfort zone a *lot* when making this (as well as pull another all-nighter, haha. What even is sleep anymore), which I'm not even sure I like the result so just aaaaaaa- Also my first time drawing Vaporwave and some ocean waves, so they look like hot trash, haha ❤
