sweet ending.-
(piano music, soft/slow)
it's hard to hate you baby, when you still smile at me so sweetly
and it's hard to understand, how you're the boy who hurt me
when you still smile and wave, and sound so perfect when you say my name
and your eyes are still warm, but my heart is cold
and you still treat me nice, but i'm broken inside!
(chorus start--
SUCH A SWEET ENDING,
YOU BROKE MY HEART, BUT YOU BROKE IT SO POLITELY
A TRAGIC STORY, BUT SOMEHOW ITS STILL NICE
YOU EVEN SAID SORRY, DAMNIT YOURE SO KIND
BUT I STILL WISH YOU WERE MINE
AND OUR TALE ENDED SO NICE
SUCH A SWEET ENDING, FOR THE END OF MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE
-- chorus end)
and i'll never move on, even though i promised you i'd stay strong
you held my hand, said "it's for the best"
i tried to smile, cus i know it hurt, for you to do this to me
but it's hard because you continued your life so happily
you've found another girl, to be your whole world
and you still greet me in the halls
and ask me how i'm doin'
OH MY GOD, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS?
AND I REALLY HOPE YOURE HAPPY,
CUS I NEVER WILL BE
WHEN I SAID I WANTED A HAPPY END,
THIS IS NOT WHAT I MEANT!
(chorus.)
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forget & forgive-
i'm sick of all the music i write
sick of my own voice,
sick of all the words
and i'm sick of my reflection
sick of my forced smile,
sick of pretending
i'm leaning over the side of my bed
choking on my tears, and wishing i was dead
as i try not to puke, and tell myself it's all in my head
(chorus start--
THINGS WILL GET BETTER, YOULL SEE
IM SO SICK OF TRYING TO BELIEVE
THINGS WILL TURN OUT, JUST RELAX FOR NOW
WELL, HOW CAN I RELAX, WHEN IM BREAKING DOWN
AND IM TRYING, SO HARD, BUT I JUST DONT GET
HOW IM SUPPOSED TO,
FORGET AND FORGIVE
-- chorus end.)
i have to move on,
from all the times ive been wronged
and i have to let go,
of the pain,
even though it's all i know
it's easy, all you do is be happy
well, gee, why didnt i think of that?
you have to forget all your burdens
and all of the grudges, you're holdin
even though you're still hurtin'
(chorus)
I'M FINE, HONESTLY
IM JUST TIRED,
CUS IT HURTS TO BREATHE
WHEN I FEEL LIKE A WASTE OF AIR,
AND NOBODY CARES
WELL I'M SORRY THAT I AM IMPERFECT
AND I'M SORRY, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT
i feel like things wont get better, i cant see
im so sick, but i keep tryin to believe
i hope things will turn out, i'll try to relax for now
ill try my best to stop breaking down
i promise ill give it my all, even when i fall
and eventually, ill forge