Well you aren't banned from the fun stream and most people like to do face reveals and apologies there. Anyway, we gave you thousands of chances, it's nobody's fault anymore other than your own fault.
Stop blaming others and get realistic. You're racist, you've been spreading misinformation, you infiltrate streams, and you beg and abuse mod. You don't expect to not be banned everywhere.
Yet even if you do apologize, it'll likely be ungenuine due to the fact that you've owned up countless times but slip back to your old ways just hours later. You're basically Israel during the Old Testament at this point (not to get religious, however).
Depression and suicide is not a way to get out of a situation, do you get that? You don't use suicide to make the AAA not attack you. That's messed up, they actually cared about your mental health that they delayed a raid. Let me repeat that, DELAYED A RAID. And then you're out here typing "Victory!" when they say they won't raid. Like, why?
Also, after this you might make a propaganda about me "hating you" but whatever.
Your greed and pride has taken over you and now you're telling people to worship you. That's next level idiocy.
NOBODY HATES YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR AGE. Just know that.