Same here. I thought that if my parents ever baptized me I would burn or my skin would blister,I feel like everytime my grandma took me to church people looked at me like they could sense I was different and it scared me
I suppose so. This is one of the reasons why I hold a grudge against Christianity as a concept. I’ll get over it with time, but that religion has hurt me in many ways
When I attended church, I was afraid of holy oil and water (more so water). In the back of my mind, I've always felt that there was something "wrong" or different about me and I was afraid that the holy water would expose that. I thought the water would do something to my body (like burn for example) and expose that I was some sort of unholy monster