I've got no time, ive got no time to live, i got no time to live and i cant say good bye and im regretting having memories of my friends who they used to be beside me before they left me to die, and know this is, i know this is the truth cause ive been staring at my death so many times these scary monsters roaming the hall i wish i could just block these doors and stay in bed until the clock will chime, so my flashlights on, and stay up till dawn, i got this headache and my lifes on the line, i felt like i won, but i wasn't done, the nightmare repeats itself every time, got to keep my calm, and carry on, stay awake until the sun will shine. but im not so strong, and they're not gone, they're still out there to take whats left of mine... have this urge, i have this urge to kill, i have this urge to kill and show that im alive! im getting sick from these apologies, from people with priorities, that their life matters so much more than mine... but im stuttering, im stuttering again! no one will listen and no one will understand, because im crying as much as I speak! cause no one likes me when I shriek, want to go back to when it all began! so my flashlights on, and stay up til dawn, i got this headache and my lifes on the line! I felt like I won, but I wasnt done! the nightmare repeats itself every time, got to keep my calm, and carry on! stay awake until the sun will shine! but im not so strong, and theyre not gone, theyre still out there to take what's left of mine!
is this it?