I'm not gonna lie

I can actually do that haha

Actually :o

australian accents are so hot XDDDDDD

Haha i learned a while ago that i could do them when someone said something Australian

Honestly I can't be your friend either ;-;

My parents were finally proud of me this summer and it felt so good

They wanted me to leave you and I didn't want to but... I guess this is what's happening T^T

HAVE A GOOD LIFE :D

no i thought you were never coming back

this was the last thing i saw coming

and we've said goodbye a trillion times.

at this point you should know.

and I could feel us fading.

Damn lemme read this real quick.

"get told stuff that drags me in the dirt every single day and if your brother or someone says the slightest thing you get all sensitive about it and then post to all of your friends that you barely even know. great job"

excuse me?

I rarely post about my depression, not like everyone else does.

I used to a lot, I will say that.

AND THANKS BUT MY BROTHER'S A F**KING DICK AND HE MAKES MY LIFE F**KING HELLL

ONCE HE TOLD ME IF I DIED HE WOULD JUMP UP AND SHOUT HOORAY.

SO OF COURSE IM F**KING HURT ABOUT HIM.

HE CONSTANTLY TELLS ME I'M A FAILURE, A MISTAKE.

HE LAUGHED AT ME FOR CUTTING. TOLD ME I WAS A LOSER.

OH BUT YEAH IM JUST SENSITIVE.

And what do you mean hurt you and said it was a joke?

When I do pranks it's on everyone so I don't know what you're talking about.

I don't think you're an asshole and I f**king love you to death.

Clearly we don't feel the same way.

I hurt so bad about leaving you and I would do ANYTHING for you.

But I'm so f**king sick of my parents being on me all the time..

They f**king hit me for this.

THEY HATE YOU. THEY HIT ME BECAUSE THEY HATE YOU THAT MUCH.

JUST FOR TALKING TO YOU.

So sorry.

And damnit, goodbye.

And I DIDN'T LEAVE YOU FOR THEM.

BUT MY PARENTS HACK MY GMAIL.

MY PARENTS HACK MY DISCORD.

MY PARENTS BLOCK ME FROM EVERY SITE POSSIBLE.

AND SO THIS WAS ALL I HAVE LEFT, AND ONLY WHEN I'M AT IN- PERSON SCHOOL.

I should not be talking to you.

I'm F**KING SORRY

OKAY

JESUS F**KING CHRIST, IM SORRY.

AND YOU KNOW EVEN WHEN I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

FINE. I JUST WONT TALK ABOUT IT IF IT BOTHERS YOU SO MUCH.

ILL JUST F**KING DIE INSIDE AND BE LEFT ALONE WITH IT.

The more I read this the angrier, the sadder i get until i cant control myself

I wish I would stop coming back to it, yet I always do,

OH AND I DIDN'T SCREENSHOT IT.

So nobody knows except for, yeah, Marcus, of course.

WHICH BY THE WAY, IF YOU'RE ON.

I keep thinking how much I need you.

IT'S TRUE. I DID FADE FROM YOU.

BUT I WARNED YOU. AND I TOLD YOU WHY.

I COULD NEVER COME TO YOU WITH MY PROBLEMS BECAUSE IT FELT LIKE U DIDN'T CARE.

And...guess what...You didnt! You just basically admitted that my problems are weak.

OH AND BY THE WAY

my brother who says the "smallest things" is the same brother that punched me across the face and left me with a swollen bloody lip over the f**king summer, and then when I got upset and was in pain and crying and angry and sad i screamed "I WISH YOU WOULD DIE!" and then he said "NO, you wish YOU would die!" and i said "YEAH! I DO! 24/7! CONSTANTLY! THANK YOU FOR THE REMINDER!"

I GO THROUGH SHIT TOO, FAITH. AND I HATE WHEN U ACT LIKE UR THE ONLY F**KING ONE.

BECAUSE GUESS WHAT MY WHOLE F**KING FAMILY'S GOT ISSUES TOO.

You already know about my bio mom. Except not all of it. SHE TAKES PICTURES OF HER LITTLE SONS (Jackson, who's...8...9? God knows. And Bentley, who's 4? 5?), NAKED PICTURES, CHILD F**KING PORN, AND SELLS THEM ON THE INTERNET TO STRANGERS. THAT WOULD'VE F**KING BEEN ME. DID YOU F**KING KNOW THAT. AND SHE STEALS FROM ELDERLY PEOPLE AT HER JOB AT A NURSING HOME, AND OF COURSE SHE ABUSES EVERY KID, INCLUDING, surprise surprise, F**KING ME.

And there's my stepmom. F**KING ABUSED ME FOR THE PART OF MY CHILDHOOD THAT MY BIO MOM COULDN'T. AND GUESS WHAT. I TOLD YOU WHEN SHE WAS DOING IT. THE WORST TIME, BACK IN 7TH GRADE. I WANTED U TO HELP ME. I WAS SCARED OF HER, AND MY HAIR HAD BEEN COMING OUT IN CHUNKS, MY SHOULDER WAS SORE FOR WEEKS, AND I WAS SCARED I WAS SO SCARED AND I NEEDED YOU LUNA!!!!!! I F**KING NEEDED YOU!!! AND OF COURSE SHE CHEATED ON MY DAD FOR 2 F**KING YEARS, SO YAYYY!

and my dad. he's dissapointed in me. I have to stand there and watch him cry as he yells at me and tells me IM JUST LIKE MY MOM. I'LL NEVER BE ANYTHING. and he's told me so many times, that yes, i was an accident. AND HE'S SUICIDAL, SO YAY, MIGHT LOSE THE ONE PERSON IN MY FAMILY WHO EVER LOVED ME (Not that he does anymore...sometimes when i say I love you he says it back but other times he say "I don't like you." or "Im not talking to you.") AND, AND, AND, HE ALWAYS TOLD US "Never do drugs its bad for you." AND HE DOES

TURNS OUT, HE'S BEEN SMOKING WEED SINCE HE WAS 14. WOO HOO, NOT EVEN WHO HE SAID HE WAS.

I have to go.

Sorry. BYE.

Love you...........