You find Butter sitting on the edge of a cliff with several empty and full bottles of alcohol beside him the moon glimmers off t

Thorn: *and what do you think youre doing?

W-Who says I'll b-be happy a-again... Star W-Whos l-like a b-brother to me is gone... Glitz who was my best friend poof g-gone... The p-person I-I call my mom hurt.. and pregnant... I-Im a-a failure...

Thorn: youre not a failure. I get it you think you are because you dident prevent these things but it will destroy you if you let it. you gatta keep going. im not saying to forget what happened. remember it and mourn but let it make you stronger. before it is to late...

Butter: well Mr. Hallucination... My whole life has gone down the drain

Thorn I see that... also I am girl

Butter: Whatever... *takes a long chug of alcohol and sets the empty bottle aside with a heavy sigh*

Thorn *says nothing*

Butter: *sighs and puts my legs on the cliff hugging my knees to my chest*

Thorn: you should be carefull or you miht fall

Butter: And..? *Motions to the 5 empty bottles* you think I care what happens to me..?

Thorn: good point.

Butter: *reaches to touch you*

*she feels reeal*

Butter: *suddenly grabs them and pulls them closing in a tight hug tears streaming down my cheeks*

Thorn:: *she says nothing and lets them cry*

*cries into their chest and breathes shakily*

Thorn: there there..

*continues crying my grip tightening*

Thorn: *she winces but dosent say anything about it*

*I'd hear as my grip would loosen to where It was barely considered a hug*

Thorn: feirce hugger huh *chuckles in dosent know what to do*

I-I just want to g-give and r-recieve l-love....

Thorn: we all do.. you just gatta hang in there. it comes eventally

I-I fûcking r-ruined e-everything I-Its m-my f-fault Star d-died I-Its my fault Glitz p-perished it's m-my fault Skylar was a-assaulted... A-All B-Because I-i was asleep...

Thorn: ...you gatta find a way past that pain one day you know... how else are you going to feel any sort of happiness

Butter: What does it look like... Drinking my problems away... *takes a swig and wipes my mouth*

Thorn: hm

Butter: *swings my legs a bit looking at the shining moon*

Thorn: so.. what exacly is wrong with you

Butter: a lot of things...

Thorn: okay. care o explain

Butter: There's a lot...

Thorn: *sits down* I got time.. *laugs* im not even real!

Butter: *looks at the alcohol* shît... Have I drank that much..?

Thorn: guess so

Ron: What?

Butter: What...