You know, ill accept ur apology
No one walks in my shoes, and when they do, they almost cry. In fact, some do cry.
Seeing a world of gray ain't good, especially when your closest thing to friends was your own teachers in school and litterally the air you breathe is your enemy
At least your not underestimated the way i am. I'm treated like an abused puppy. Already worn the f**k out, then kicked like a soccer ball to make things worse.
One day, i'll be back at attacking some lifelong bullies, and i'll treat them 10x worse than they treated me.
There are some very vicious things i have thought. I once planned to kill my own mom cuz she was abusive af. Ngl i felt so good when i beat her head up with a sledgehammer. I even got hold of a knife and started peeling her skin like a potato, but i actually made myself nauseous, not 5 seconds of peeling the skin, i threw up my whole digestive system from human gore. She got beaten down so hard, she never abused me again. She committed suicide about a month ago, i'm happy she died
I am a 2x hanging suicide survivor. I'm not colorblind, but if you walked in my shoes, there is little to no colors that shine