I feel like giving up...

I dont know what to do without my star and i know you guys feel weird that im saying this cause im an 18 yr old crying on his pillow at night cuddling it till i see the sun rise but i just dont know how much farther i can go for her and i dont wanna break our promise but the way i feel almost makes me forget about the promise i've had a blade to my wrist and then i would get an image in my brain of her beautiful smile and its helped a lot but its like shes fading away from me my hearts gone cold i dont even feel the love like i used to feel for her and im such a bitch for that i keep her in my heart always but sometimes she just slips away and im left with nothing but my suicidal thoughts...

I just miss her thats all...

T^T

Wait so was our promise never kill ourselves or?

Uh nevermind-

T^T You'll see in one of my letters

Marcus, talk to me...

;-;

six more days man
plus I stayed on imgflip every day of the summer waiting for all of you guys
I'm still alive
so don't do anything stupid

don't worry, you aren't alone

I dont know how much more i can take of this man

just don't do anything stupid, you miss her, I get it, and she misses you also, just think how heartbreaking that would be for her to come back, and see that you are gone, do you want to put her through that?

I would've

D I E D

T^T