Ash

~I thought I was a pretty big shit~

You average size shit lmao

wHy YoU bUlLy HeR

~I dId NoThInG~

tHeN wHy ThIs DuMb HoE sAyInG yOu PuShEd HeR

~Because Lila's a dumbass bitch.~

~So do you simp for her or what?~

Its complicated erm-

Do I simp? Yes.
Do I wanna? NO
Would I ever date Lila? Absolutely not.

Do I believe a word she says? I pretend to.

I feel like if I ever dated her, it would be kinda toxic with her manipulation and lies and my sensitivity, anxiety, and trusting everyone at the drop of a hat, and even my own lies. And I can't handle anymore toxicity or else...I'll snap. I'm already going insane, Seriously, I'm already in an infinite loop of panic and s..c.d.l thoughts. You had to ban me for a few days just so no one would worry. If another toxic thing happens...everything will get worse.

~Your lies are "I'm fine.". But hey, it'll all get better. You aren't insane, I swear.~

Thanks...