I feel so dumb.. My self esteem and mental health dropped so much overnight, and i wish i could go a day without depending on everyone without mood swings, I feel so worthless and helpless like I can't do anything, i can't even understand things repeatedly said to me over 4 times. I don't want to have to go through this anymore, and I don't know how to cope through it and its driving me crazy. I don't wanna be like this anymore.