CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SOME REASONS TO STAY ALIVE; I'M STRUGGLING SO MUCH, I NEED HELP, BUT DON'T WANT TO REACH OUT. MY REASONS ARE SO DUMB TOO. THERE ARE PEOPLE WITH REAL STRUGGLES AND I'M CRYING AND WANTING TO KILL MYSELF BECAUSE OF SOME FRIENDS SAYING THEY COULDN'T HANG OUT TODAY. I'M JUST AT MY BREAKING POINT.