I have on argument. One last thing to say to try to convince you not to....
What do you think killing yourself will do? Do you think it will bring you happiness? From what you have said, I infer your life is pretty miserable, but its better having something then nothing at all. I do not know what religions you believe in but I believe that after death there is nothing. There is no heaven, no hell. No afterlife, no reincarnation. There is nothing after death. Once your organs fail and your body shuts down, that's the end. Falsities that there was something after death were created to make people believe, but know that there is nothing waiting for you if you die. If you are miserable, then you are one of the many. Nobody wants to live in sadness, that I can understand. But if you live than more chances will appear to you that will brighten your life! Continue living and find happiness in your life! Don't waste something precious like that! There is nothing for you in death. Maybe when you grow older you can save lives, and you can try to make people happy! We all have to face death someday, but before it comes why don't we try to make ourselves smile? Why don't we try to make others smile? And maybe when your old and have found cures for deadly diseases that saved millions, or have simply started a family that made you happy and you to them, then you can let yourself succumb to natural causes and pass away, knowing that you left the world in better condition then it was when you started out. And just you being alive makes other people happy; think of all the people around you; think of your friends and family! I need to send this to you as much as I can so you can see it-- Please consider your actions! People love you! Your friends love you! Your parents love you! It would be a sore blow to the world if you were gone from it...