except johnny. he's a higher belt than me but the complains about everything and sometimes outright refuses to do the exercise and he treats me like I can't do anything
I TOOK A NEW ALLERGY MED WITHOUT READING THE LABEL AND APPARENTLY IT CAUSES DROWSINESS, WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO KNOW BEFORE I WENT TO JIU JITSU AND NEARLY PUKED LIKE I WAS IN LINE FOR KING OF THE HILL AND I'M JUST THINKING "MAN, IT WOULD BE NICE TO DIE RIGHT NOW."; AND WHENEVER I'M FEELING NAUSEOUS OR TIRED DURING ANY EVENT THAT REQUIRES ME TO EXERT ANY ENERGY I ABSOULUTLEY REFUSE TO ASK TO SIT IT OUT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LOOK WEAK SO I SIT THROUGH IT HOPING I PASS OUT OR SOMETHING SO I HAVE AN EXCUSE TO LEAVE