oh kay... I hate listening or seeing people die around me, whenever a person dies or animal, i feel like i'm the grim reaper himself but i only looked at them, i only saw them die. But this time, you have to stop listen to stuff that make you happy and not make you stress. In my life my mama been destroying the fun but i still found a way to keep on with life till i'm dead. I already killed myself inside and i'm just a lost monster trying to find peace.
The world has been changing for decades for now modern days people are struggling to be a successful person but never achieved it but some do. Ignore the bad stuff and keep life balanced.