Hey, hey, hey, heyyyyyyy now, don't kill yourself. I'm glad you have somebody you love, because they and the ones who love you (and God most importantly loves you, because you are made in His image) but you don't know that they love you would hurt terribly. Suicide is not the answer to whatever you're going through, I can tell you that. That's just the door to inflicting more hurt and more suffering on other people.
So please don't do it.
