ALRIGHT, I NEED HELP WITH MY GENDER, IF ITS NOT DEMI-BOY OR BOY I CAN'T EXPRESS IT THROUGH CLOTHING AND I KNOW IF I'M CIS I'M NOT "SIMPLY CIS" LATELY I HAVE BEEN KINDA AGAINST THE IDEA OF BEING MY GENDER BUT STILL KINDA WANT TO BECAUSE OF STUFF MAYBE FEAR AND BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL TO SURE THAT I WANT TO BE THE OPPOSITE GENDER I MIGHT BE A FEMBOY AND I KINDA LIKE THE SOUND OF THAT BUT THEN AGAIN SOMEONE ON A TEMPORARY REDDIT OR QUORA I WAS ON RECOMMENDED SAYING: "I AM X " AND SEE IF IT FEELS NICE AND IF I BROKE A SMILE IT MIGHT INDICATE I'M TRANS, HAVEN'T TRIED IT YET BUT ALSO IF I'M TRANS I EITHER HIDE IT UNTIL THE MIDDLE OF THE ELEMENTARY-MIDDLE SCHOOL SUMMER OR THE START BECAUSE YOU CAN EXPECT A LOT OF CHANGES DURING THAT SUMMER IN PERSONALITY OR SOMETHING; CHECK DESC.