*me realizing I can't use my announcement temp*

Anything but what?

A girl, female, cis.

Seems like you hit rock bottom saying this, Otherwise you would've just said "female",
Is everything alright?

Things have been rough. I'm just trying to make until August anymore, but even thats not going to fix squat, considering how I was outted to the entite school.

It's alright, Life is rough, You can get through this
Just hold on a little longer and I guarantee you'll feel a lot better later

I appreciate it, but what you are saying is giving a shoe lace to someone who needs a car. Even if I did continue my dream of transitioning and being the person I want to be, it would take years. Everything's beyond expensive and I will probably be trapped in this conservative hellhole for longer than I intend.

Incorrect, You will be trapped in this conservative hellhole if you give up.
It may seem impossible now, But believe me, Once you're older, It'll be easy as drinking water.

"The second you say "I Can", I prize is made for you and waits, But the second you say "I Can't", That prize turns to ash, And only comes back when you say "I Can""

My old life plans were expensive.

Flight School

Moving

College

Transitioning

My pockets are bare. I sell calves, but rent and feed and medications eat up over half of it the majority of the time.

I've had people tell me I'm just a tomboy, so maybe I'll grow used to it and just settle and be happy with that.

All of those can happen if you just think outside the box, Really

Flight (Learn everything there is about it and just show them, They'll give you a test, And if you succeed, You succeed)

Moving (Just have a place ready and you can use anything to move)

College (Always submit the FAFSA first. Accept grants, scholarships and work-study before loans)

Transitioning (That just happens automatically)

Selling calves (That should be 700$ each! Just learn a proper way to spend money)

And no, You don't have to be what others want you to be

I don't think you quite understand what I'm laying down.

Selling calves is what I do for a living right now. The market was crashed a few months ago, but lastweek, it seems it was coming back up.

I take them to the sale barn, people bid.

My last calf sold for 834, expenses were around 400.

And i want to be liked, loved, by my parents. You can say they already do and whatnot, but yelling at your child to a point they are crying hard enough to cough blood? Teasing them in inappropriate ways? Constantly bringing them into a panic attack because you make fun of their fears and shove it in their face? Making fun of all their interests? Literally keeping them from happiness because the simplest thing that would give me gender euphoria, cutting my hair, is an absolute no?

It wasn't too long ago that I used men's deodorant and my mother found out. I was grounded for three days.

I am not allowed to do anything society deems masculine.

I'm being forced to do cheerleading and I even heard my mom say it was because she needs me to be more feminine.

You may not believe it,
But this used to be my life:
1. Born in a country with religious people who would literally MURDER you because of your orientation!
2. Everything gets expensive by the second
3. Constantly being forced into marriage
4. Parents so abusive, You eventually get a dimple in the head and even break a few bones (The country somehow allows it.)
5. Not allowed to shave, just to look more masculine
6. Parents that flex at you about how successful they are and you aren't
7. Basically being a mannequin for them.
8. Parent deciding what you should study and work before you even find an interest
9. If they don't like your interests, You have to pretend it was all a joke.
And 10. Not even allowed to leave unless you go to the military.

But today, Ever single one of those is the opposite.

"You can do anything." is not just a fake pep talk they say to kids,
It's more true than fire being hot.

Mayhaps i limit myself. Thanks.

And that limit is called "I can't"
You're welcome buddy, Good luck

This may be a bit extreme, but if someone doesn't support you, cut them the hell out of your life. You should be more important to you than anyone, and don't let anyone ruin your dreams. I believe in you, and you should too. If you wanna transition, go for it because that is you, and no-one can tell you different. The only one who can stop you is you.

What happened- your description changes so much- why?!

Huh?

Bro what the absoulte f**k your parents are assholes

Mmh

You know every time i hear about your parents i wanna have a "nice little meeting" with them