look, idk if it’s too late but please don’t. There was a girl in my towns high school who killed herself. I was in middle school at the time, and didn’t even know this girl existed, but i cried. They had to set up grief counseling at my school for people who didn’t even know her. I walked into that high school a year later and almost had a panic attack because she walked through those doors for the last time not too long ago. People you don’t know will be sad and cry over you. Please please reconsider.