i said i was, and still am, going to kill myself at 9:30pm est today and then the entire stream just fell into chaos as paula told me to kill myself after i had announced i would
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One more reason to hate Paula..
Can you, at the very least, tell me what's been going on for you to make you do this? I'm here for you, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there before because I had left.
it's too personal for me to tell you but basically a LOT of physical and mental pain
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Oh, I get that..
And to be honest
I'm struggling too
I tried suicide 2 times in 2 days and failed (today and yesterday)
But I realized I have a sole purpose of living and it's to help people. People like you. I try to help people who who are struggling with suicide the best I can.
It may not be the same choice for you to do the same thing
But
Can you do me a favor and think about all the people who have made you smile