lets see today was my birthday my parents did not get me anything none of my friends came to my small gathering i mean my gf came. the only person that i did not want to come is the person that my mom invited without asking me. I'm so tired, and i cant sleep, my parents yell at me for nothing. i also found out my gf was raped when she was 4. and the only people that are kinda my friends are the people that i cant hand out with bc my parents think that they are a "bad influence" on me