Is good song

I'LL HIDE AWAY AND PUSH EVERYONE FROM ME IN MY MIND I FACE RESISTANCE WANNA BE ALONE BUT I HATE THE DISTANCE HONESTLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK NOW I KNOW I'M NOT THE BEST TO BE AROUND WANNA DIE, PUT ME IN A COFFIN POP 20 PILLS HOPE NOBODY STOPS IT WHEN I DIE DON'T ACT LIKE IT'S SHOCKING GAVE YOU ALL THE SIGNS NOW I'M DONE TALKING; WHEN I DIE I KNOW THEY WON'T MISS ME GIVE IT A WEEK AND THEN THEY WILL FORGET ME I LIVE FOR THE PRESENT NOT FUTURE OR PAST