ithappenedmffffffff

PFFFT-
W H A T

it happened

wtf-

it happened

christ-
u ok?

more loke an atomic drop and a choke slam put together cuz I landed on my feet- but I am good(not inside tho. Not at f**king all---)

Yeah i bet
that's not ok at all-

Oh no, physically I am fine. I am just more depressed than GLASS F**KING JOEEEEE!!!!

yeah but like still that doesn't excuse wht she did.
u need 2 talk or sum-

Im 10 what can I do. She is threatening to take me to a deadbeat father who I never met and don't wanna meet

shite.
u could call the police. i did that when i was 10 but like they didn't listen 2 me though.

I have Stockholm syndrome. I can't

wait u got kidnapped-

No but that is the best way I can sum it up.(I have been kidnapped but not by my mother. It was a confusing time lmao.)

oh ok yeah ik that feeling.
but still u need 2 get out of there.

I can't. It is my fault.

how is u gettin beat on ur fault-

Bruv I am a bad kid.

Or so Im told

yeah that's a typical tactics abusers use.
if someone is hurting u its never ur fault its the person that's hurting u fault.

Tbh I enjoy my pain. Physical pain makes me feel, f u l l .

why

It feels good

that's because u hv gotten so used 2 it ur starting 2 think its good which its not.

Ngl I enjoy my pain. It enriches me. Makes me know what to do to those hoes who f**k with me.

so ur sayin u defend urself when ur gettin attacked?

Yes.

alr that's good.
at least u don't take it. be safe as possible though.