Is it this song?: In the midst of flowing time, the sluggishness of demonstration is here, circling around and around Away from me, my heart is not seen, I don't know what to do The gap in time, the gap in time, the gap in time I'm only in pain Are you dreaming? I can't see anything? I'm not sure what to say I'm just tired of feeling sad, I should just live without feeling anything Even if I'm given words of confusion, my heart is still in the sky If it comes from me, if I have to change everything, I'll turn black Do you want your future to be like this? Do you want me in this world? Are you sad now? Are you sad now? A mother who doesn't even know herself I don't even know who I am. I don't know what to do, but I'm going to do it In the flowing time, the sluggishness of the demonstration is here, circling around and around I can't even see a heart that can leave me, so I don't know I've got to get out of here. I can't see the koto around me, I'm only in pain I can't see anything I don't know what to do I'm not sure what to say I'm just tired of feeling sad, I should just live without feeling anything Even if I'm given words of confusion, my heart is still in the sky If you come from me, if you change everything, I'll turn you black Muda na jikan ni mirai wa aru no? Are you going to send me to this place? If you want to talk about me, if you want to speak about me, then you will say, "No. 6. Do you want me to stay in this room? Do you want me in this time of year? If I'm also a wanderer, will I be a wanderer? Are you dreaming right now? Are you not seeing anything? Are your own words useless to talk about? I'm just tired of feeling sad, so why don't I just live my life without feeling anything? Even if I'm given words that baffle me, my heart is still in the sky above me If you move from me, if you change everything, I'll turn you black I'll destroy everything if it comes from me, I'll destroy everything if it comes from you I'll make my heart bleed for you. I don't know you, I don't know me, I don't know everything. If you're going to destroy everything, then turn black.