Cinna I do care. Here's a little bit of advice that I learned the hard way: don't push away those that actually care about you, because when they actually leave because all they want to do is help you, but you won't let them help, who do you have left? Nobody. You'll be alone, with no one to talk to, no one to help you when life is tough, and you will constantly be lonely. So keep those that care about you close, don't push them away.
Cinna you are all of those. You're usually very sweet/kind, and you're a very caring person that always steps in to help your friends. Define "normal". People are constantly telling others to act more normal, but what does that mean? We're all different, unique in our own ways. There is no such thing as acting "normal". There is only acting like yourself, or not acting like yourself.