i have a friend who sounds a lot like you. we grew up together, so i know he's basically a good guy. he'd do anything for me if i was in trouble, and i'd do the same for him. we hadn't seen each other in years when Trump made his run for the White House. and like you, somehow he lost his mind. i don't know how to save him. i think it's gonna take some kind of anti-Trump toxin. maybe it'll be some Gandhi type person, maybe it'll take the second coming, if you believe in that. just don't give up.