H e y
It's going to be f i n e cinna. That won't happen. Life won't be perfect, but it will get better, as long as you w a n t things to get better and you put in the e f f o r t to try and make it better, I promise you that life will improve. With just a few more years of effort and trying to make things better, life WILL get better. You might even get a good paying job and raise a family one day, ya never know.