here's the story. My mom and i agreed that i should start shaving my legs (no, not for s*xual reasons) and we went and got a pack of razors that the blades are easy to take out. I was shaving my legs and one of the blades fell out. I was doing that thing in my mind where i ask myself 'why didn't my mom abort me? I was a mistake, anyway." so i taped the blade that fell out to an unsharpened pencil and started to cut lines on my arm. How do I stop this? help... i started self harming...