not so fun; kakyoin was depressed, found out by "goodbye nostalgia, plus around the age someone has depression.( look in description to see lyrics how he depressed); "Yesterday
I was saddened that my reality
Was nothing but an false illusion
Scene from the eyes of a evil perspective
Loneliness
Instead of trying to find solace
I decided to give up
Depression took its hold, until that fateful day
A bright light shined into my hole, it gleamed like an emerald
I had always wondered what was the meaning to my life
If you can see it, please tell me that you can
Tell me I’m not alone anymore
I am out of the veil of despair
I now know the meaning of shining hope
Heavenly
Those loud and noisy days would never end
I can’t describe the connection, like spending time with old pals, and even older friends
Our determination dazzled on, like an emerald
No matter what is coming my way, I will face onward
Ill risk my very life, fighting our common foe
I do not regret any action
And I swear to you, that will not return
To the old emerald that I used to be
I will protect this broken world, till the very end
I do this not for myself, not for my own, but for the ones
That I call family
As I lay here and die, I have few to no regrets
I am thankful for the time we had
And I think that this, is exactly how it should end
I am grateful for protecting you my friends
Goodbye