Searched it up and didnt get a straight answer

I don't have a answer however about the title, you still aren't gonna get a straight answer. We're all gay.

Lol yeah I realized the pun when I was writing the title

For further info: I'm female, I've been misgendered alot because I represent as a male. I made myself look masculine and ive portrayed myself as being masculine. I wanted to make my voice deeper. However during all that I said to myself "what if I'm trans? Am I a boy?" I've thought about but I realized. "No, I'm not comfortable being a male. But why do I portray myself like this?" I came across the term gender envy, searched it up and looked at examples and it did fit as far as I know. But I dont know if I qualify as gender envy.

There are more genders than male and female though. If portraying more masculine is what feels more natural to you, but you don't feel like a boy, you might not be cis-female even though you're still female. To me that sounds like you might be a demi-girl. Of course, I don't know you and I can't tell you what your gender identity is. Maybe read up on demi-girl and demi-gender a bit and see if it's for you.

What is gender envy?