What would happen If I die?

You'd die..?

yeah...Like go away?

What do you think would happen??

No What do YOU think would happen If i would go

what would you do?

You'd probably be in a black void. That is what death is like. Sure it might be an escape but you don't feel happy still, you just.. No emotions.
You would cause so much pain to the people you love.

I'm never going to feel happy again...After what happened last monday

What happened..?
And no, you will feel happy again. Your brain just doesn't stop producing serotonin.

My father killed himself...