Go ahead. Erase yourself from all humanity. You go live in that cabin/old house from your childhood and cut all ties with this person. You go out there and you cry yourself to sleep at night because you know what? You've messed everything up. And that's okay.
Hey it’s been a while. Just wanted to give you an update… turns out she’s a lesbian, and her best friend was a little more then a best friend. They were dating back when I texted her that and they still are. Pretty fuggin crazy right?