i was bullied often as a kid and they used manipulate to make me feel like nothing. i am very unhappy with how i look sometimes so i go to the extreme and starve myself in an attempt to look skinnier. i look in the mirror and see myself as overweight, even if i'm not. Everything is pain for me and all the days are just a blur and i can't remember really anything; i think asking for help is weak and that you should just help yourself. i try to “run away” from social interactions and tend to isolate myself
