ive actually cried i think once in the last 5 years

I can't cry
I just hyperventilate and my eyes water a bit but that's it
No tears ever come

yeah thats similar to what i get
i feel like how i do when im crying just no tears are there

Have I ever made you cry?

no

It really depends on the situation for me.
Calling me insults are yelling at me? I hold it in till I'm alone.
There have been two recent ish examples when I cried in public
1. I messed up singing in a church. My voice cracked 2/3 into the song and I couldn't get on key after that. It really bothered me especially since my mom was pushing me to practice a lot and I thought I had it down
2. I was conditioning at volleyball I ran about 5 laps had already exercised about 30 minutes on my own we did suicides and I felt like if I did more I'd pass out so I sat at the sidelines and cried which is probably why I have really bad anxiety going to volleyball practices

oh okay-

I hate crying tho so I'll do everything I can to hold it in til I can be alone

oh ok-
personally sometimes i wish i c o u l d cry just to let out the shit pent up instead me you know?

I understand
My family are just jerks so I can't cry in front of them usually without getting tuff love made fun of or yelled at

yeah-
oh damn that sucks-

Eh it's fine. The just the life it live

oh ok-