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Remember when someone dies, they're in Heaven watching your move.

Lmao that isn’t helpful that’s just creepy
But thx anyway bro

A bit... but just remember that they are fine.

Ya ik
Last year my step grandmother who was 90+ in the last stages of Alzheimer’s died
I would look after her with the at home caretaker after school
Then, I got into soccer and my mom asked me what day of the week I wanted to go take care of her
I said Tuesday
The very next Tuesday morning, she died
I sat on a mountain of guilt for months

Why is it your fault? People with serious sicknesses are more vulnerable. So why blame yourself.

If I chose Monday I would have seen her before she died and I didn’t

No? You wouldn't know when she would pass away. So it's not your fault.

Ya I realized it earlier but that’s what I felt

Don't blame yourself, worry about your health, not things that happened.

It isn’t my health I’m worried about
My will is so low that I can’t bring myself to suicide so that’s out of the question

Think about how many people in your life that still supports you, don't bring yourself to suicidal thoughts, focus on the positive things, do what you love and start living a normal life.

Dont even think about suicide, that is just a dark place and no one should go there.

This is not great advice but hear me out: I have never experienced depression but I know how it feels to be empty inside. If Imgflip and YouTube and video games help you than keep doing those things. If doing other things you do is helping you than do that but I know you may disagree with this but holding your feeling just to yourself can be hard and it can possible make them worse. So just hang in there and look for the good in each and every day and keep pushing for tomorrow.

You’re a cool guy

Ur also a cool guy and one of the coolest I know. I have never known someone to push through so many things like you are doing right now

Damn you know how much that meant for me just you saying that

Even if we both have anonymous accounts and we have no way to tell who each other are I still feel happy in a way that I can at least help you in some way. If you ever need a random person to talk to I am always here in the comments section.

Thx bro

Np keep hanging in there🙂

Thanks, hope u find help and a way to get better, no one should fell empty inside like you do

go to Online_Therapists and ask for UniformVictor. He has great advice! Tell him LimeSus_Official sent you

Tell your dad or therapist.

No way in hell
My feelings are my feelings
Anytime I tell anyone they tell someone
And I have no trust for that kind of thing
Unless it’s on the internet
Because you guys don’t know me
So you can’t tell anyone I know