because everything is like-
i dunno how to explain it but like my dad is drinking-. . .. a lot. little kids came over and im supposed to watch one of them while i do school and im trying to do school and everythig is failing. everyone is coming over to the house and like chekin it out to see if thy want to buy it or want my dad to work on something for them. i had to be a therapist to A LOT of people today and then afterschool i want to paint more of the canvas but like i cant because there is little kids around and while i was typeing this one of the kids got into trouble. SO i hate this day. well i mean its not a bad day but its making me panic. so yeah-
*panicing slitghly gets worse*
