ive never won anything. everything i try im bad at. baseball, i suck, ahockey, i suck, even video games, i suck. everything i want to be good at im bad at. the stuff im good at, nobody f**kin cares. especially not me. i go on imgflip to try to be happy but nothing really makes me laugh. every tiny bit of dopamine i get just feeds the fire. nothing works. its like mining bedrock with a wooden pickaxe. my family loves me but it feels half-hearted even though i know it isnt. my gf isnt on much and shes one of the only ppl who makes me happy. my grades suck cuz im always on here, but i stay on here to be with my friends, but since my grades are bad, my parents take things away, i cant connect with some of my friends. my brother bullies me then says he loves me. its just too much.. T^T