THE ONLY REASON WHY I'M NOT AS DEPRESSED AS MUCH IS BECAUSE OF MY FEW MONTH YEAR OLD BABY BROTHER. ALMOST EVERYTIME I TALK TO HIM, HE WILL STOP CRYING AND LOOK AT ME. AND MOST OF THE TIME HE WILL ALWAYS SMILE AT ME WHEN I LOOK AND TALK TO HIM. AND IT'S FRICKING ADORABLE.