I met him a long time ago
I'd say, roughly about a year ago
He hated me back then, he thought I was an attention seeker like some other people
I still treated him with respect as he's human as well
Then we eventually started talking a bit and I had given him mod when the stream was nowhere close to as big as it is now
He abused it and started taking down some of my old images because he didn't like them and shit
Then a while later there was this huge conflict of whether he was a stalker or not. But he was being treated very harshly and I felt the need to defend him because I didn't want him to go through the same pain I had
I made a protection stream for him to protect him from hate
Then I told him a tiny bit later that I care for him and considered him a friend
Eventually he came to me and started to vent and I felt really bad since I had understood the struggles
He wanted to commit suicide not long after that
And I tried my hardest to convince him not to by letting him know that I truly care and that I'd be there
And that's around the time when I started falling for him
And he liked me too apparently
Jungyoon (my brother) kept saying that I like him and I had just kept denying it
I believe just less than an hour later Jungyoon talked to him and tried to make him confess to me
He was nervous and didn't want to but I'm assuming Jungyoon changed his mind
then he confessed and I told him I like him too
And well I fell for him even more
And eventually it just
Formed into real love