Black Box

The most recent example is we’re chilling on my friend’s floor... I’ve got my head on his chest and it feels like 2-3 AM but he left a lamp on so there was still a dim light in the room. He leans up (me still on him), turns it off and lays us back down. Not a second later I hear blood curdling screaming. I turn on the light and he’s bleeding out from his chest. I rip his shirt off and his wounds are in the exact shape of my head and hands on him. I panic, and try to dress his wounds (not sure when a first aid kit appeared in his room) but every spot I touch him bleeds profusely. He looks up at me smirking but in pain and says “Goodnight [HIS NICKNAME FOR ME HERE]” sadly, hugs me, bleeds out from the entire waist up. I’m soaked in his blood and getting dizzy and so I find his knife on the floor and try to kill myself except the knife won’t pierce my skin so I curl up next to [REDACTED]’s dead body and sob in my dream til I wake up in cold sweats irl. I have this reoccurring dream that when I’m close to someone in a hug or something, they bleed out from the exact places I touch them and the wounds are the exact shape of where I was.