why........

Aren't we all

bruh

We all are
No need to post about it
.-.

this just happened to me. ive never been this depressed. ever. i already talked to my parents for a whole hour and it fixed nothing

You're not a failure hon, you're amazing the way you are. You're only human, just like everyone else here.

I understand the feeling though.

i let down my entire family and myself

No. Don't say that. That's not true. I know it for a fact.
Though I can't speak for your feelings about yourself-
If anyone ever told you that you're a failure or a let down, they aren't worth your energy or your respect.

But anyway, I'm here for you mate.

im feeling very depressed. i created this account at the start of the school year and it took over my life. i didnt focus on my work and it all piled up. i lied to my parents and said i completed it when i didnt. they just figured that out today. i feel like i let them down. i feel like a failure. i took the easy way out. my dad told me not to go to "internet strangers" for advice but i already talked to my parents alot. i feel like im worthless, a burden, too much for my parents to put up with. somehow they still love me. i have a girlfriend now and tbh shes keeping me from ending it. i know how much she would miss me. i got slightly annoyed at her for being gone most of the day bc of her schoolwork, but i wish i could be as commited to my work as her. i feel so stupid.....

You aren't worthless. God made you for a reason. If you had no purpose, he would have already taken you out of this world we live in and sent you to heaven.

You aren't a burden. You have issues, that's all. We all have some issues.

Your parents still love you because they're your parents. You're lucky to have parents that love you. Some people out there don't. You're lucky to have parents at all. Some people have gotten separated from their parents or never met them.
The reason your parents love you is because they want to support you through your struggles. They care about you because you are the only person exactly like you out there. Your parents love you because they don't want to lose you.

You're putting a lot of pressure on yourself.

Here's some advice:
Get therapy if you don't already have it.
Try some breathing exercises. They help to cope with stress in the moment

And if you need to talk to someone feel free to talk to me, I'm always open.

Thx but like most you misunderstood

Oh I understand perfectly

I just don't know how to put shit into logical words-

Ok

well your not I am