Well here's an idea. Go to the school. Learn some good stuff. Get through college. make good money. Then you can get surgery to transfer to a guy because you'll have money to do so.
In the long run, it might actually benefit you as a transwoman.
But of course if the school doesn't have anything to offer I wouldn't go.
If it's a good school then don't worry about your identity. Education and Rationality always comes before emotion because education helps us learn to use, Control, and manage our emotions and feelings.
If it's a good school then I'd go. Even if you are trans.