im kind of serious, ngl

oh okay

wow bro im sorry to hear that :(

yea...life isnt easy...i learned that the hard way

same i been trying my best to hold my head up im doing good so far. just try to stay away and maybe try to meditate. stay away from the stressful things.

they have youtube tutorials on how to meditate you can follow what they do on there. for me it helps me release all the stress i have for the time being

the "stressful things" lives in my house...my mother is a terrible parent, and im trying to be optimistic...

i do one very small thing wrong, and i get grounded for god know's how long

i have been grounded for at least 4 years now, and for the past 2, it has been for nothing at all. For instance, i got grounded one time for playing brawl stars instead of cleaning the bathroom, there are 2 reasons why thats not true:

1. i wasn't even on my phone that day

2. i spent a whole hour cleaning the damn bathroom

is there anyway you can make her feel bad by ignoring her for a long time or something around the lines of that?

not telling her happy birthday.

not giving her nothing for mothersday

being disobediant. anything like that? ik you will get into even more trouble but it will make her think like why did my son change so much is it me that caused him to change?

im thinking like that correct me if im wrong

im currently trying to change myself for the greater good, or else...

i dont think i will be able to think for my own self with my own mind anymore

she's mentally abusing you and she don't care.

that makes me so angry i just wanna punch something.

but yeah keep on your road to becoming a better person don't let her get to your head

i have been trying for about 6 years now...whats another 2 going to do ig *sigh*

wym by another 2? you gonna move out soon?

im 16 rn...i got 2 more years left to deal with her, im moving out on my own free will

there you go bro u got this.

do you feel atleast a little better by sorrounding your self with imgflip friends? and keeping social contact with us?

a little, it reassures me that there are people that at least give a damn about me

ofc we care lol

there are a lot of people in the world who feel just like you and i understand

but i want to think there is still some good left in my mother...i have to, she is my mother after all

u right

u right

straight fax right there

there is probably just a tiny ray of light that is keeping me together

your mom is your main problem?

true

her and the constant suffering i deal with from schoolwork, but the schoolwork thing is VERY VERY minor compared to her...

like i said, my ideals are probably the only reason why my mind hasn't crumbled yet...im not suicidal, but i feel as though im empty a lot, like i dont feel anything...no joy, no happiness

im sorry to hear

also uraraka, that is one of my ideals as well

my ideals are the only reason im still standing, nothing else really

thats good who are your ideals?

*what*

i have vowed to keep my friends safe, protect them with my life...at this point, it seems like a good time to say this:

"MY FRIENDS ARE MY POWER!" -Sora, Kingdom Hearts

every kid deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a kid

oh damn thats deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

also, she has told me before that i was a mistake

to me, it seems as though there is no hope of me making her feel proud of having a son

i feel like my mind is about to slip away