I do too..
-Le hug-
Here listen to this it might make you happier, it makes me happy..
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=BE7H6FjioaA&list=RDAMVMUs5HX-I63Mo
ONE THING BEFORE I GO; THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO WILL CLAIM TO LOVE YOU BUT ONLY SOME WILL TRULY DO AND WHEN YOUR REALLY SCARED AND YOUR LIFE IS ON THE LINE THEY'RE THERE FOR YOU HELPING YOU AND LIFTING YOU UP