6: the guy I now hate was super manipulative and clingy, he got less clingy but he was still super manipulative and took advantage of the fact that I was kind to everyone and had a ton of patience, he also was super affectionate towards me and so I always was convinced he liked me in a more than friend way, he also called my annoying habits "cute" so I always thought they were ok and when our friendship was crumbling he crushed me and was very cold towards me. when I got jealous because he all of a sudden got a girlfriend that he only knew for one day, I was upset and tried to guilt trip him a little and he got pissed at me for guilt tripping him even though he had guilt tripped me a lot during the start of our friendship to get me to stay around him. he's why I hate people and have almost no patience with them. he's why I will never try to pursue a romantic relationship or even a friendship at school ever again.
jeez I felt anger just from typing that.
