For MikaylaArcher; You have depression. This is no laughing matter. I recommend therapy and medication. You also need to tell your parents. I used to feel the same way. Because I'm male and it was caused by a temporary bullying problem, i am fine now. But please, tell your parents. And if you start to feel like life isnt worth living, call the suicide prevention hotline. You have people that care for you, and its not fair for yourself or them for you to be in constant suffering.