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SO I WENT TO A SLEEPOVER A WHILE AGO WITH MY UPSTAIRS NEIGHBOR AND HER FRIEND. WHILE I WAS THERE, MY NEIGHBOR STARTED CUDDLING ME AND I BLUSHED. MY NEIGHBOR'S FRIEND POINTED IT OUT. AND MY NEIGHBOR STARTED ASKING ME ABOUT IT AND SAYING THINGS LIKE "WHO DO YOU REEEALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON??". EVENTUALLY I WENT AND SAID, "OK FINE I DO" AND THEN SHE REVEALED THAT SHE AND HER FRIEND WERE ACTUALLY SECRETLY DATING AND I FELT SUPER GUILTY BUT THEN SHE SAID SHE COULD DATE BOTH OF US AND AT FIRST I THOUGHT SHE WAS JOKING BUT THEN SHE KISSED ME SEVERAL TIMES AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I KISSED ANYBODY AND I'M NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. LIKE, DOES THAT MEAN I'M HER GIRLFRIEND NOW, AND WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? LOL IDK WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO NOW