heyo dude you good? you don't seem to be doing the best....

Why does it matter, It's not like I'm someone that should be cared about

whats the point of living if you have nobody to live for

but you someone to be cared for and there are plenty of people to live for.... just think about it... if you live youll be able to see the best and even the worst of what COULD happen. nothing is purely written in stone so you can change all of your problems. And just maybe find someone to live for.

you don't know my life

i may not know a lot but i am willing to listen to your story if you choose to tell me that is.

ok.... bye *cutting my chest because i have no more space on my arms*

have you ever been abused just for making coffee wrong

believe or not my life used to be absolutely terrible but i made a decision that changed a lot of things. I dont think the choice i made was the right one but it happened.

ok and?*still cutting himself*

*grabs hand* and if i can say one thing is this isnt the right choice. * grabs arm and starts walking*

i have one to say.

nope shush your self we are going somewhere. * walks faster*

I was gonna say thank you

ohh.....WELL youre welcome *opens front door* welcome make your self at home. OH and what do you want for dinner?

Katsudon please

" A-are you ok?" Bella asked, walking over.

Why does it matter, It's not like I'm someone that should be cared about

" Aww, don't say that."

its true tho

" But it's not."

lies

" Your the one lying."

i know you are but what am ii

" Someone that matters."

*points knife at her* shut up or else

She looked scared.

stfu or else ill *puts knife at my throat* ill do it

She grabbed the knife from him, and crossed her arms.

G- Give it back please I need it

" No. Your don't need it.."

Thats the only thing I have left of his *starts having a panic attack*

" I-ill give it back if you stop cutting yourself. "

*still having a panic help*

" I-umm.. take deep breaths.. and..." She said, somewhat painking.

*starts taking deep breathes and the panic attack stop* *he faints*

She caught him before he hit the ground.

-unconscious-

" Oh no.." she muttered.

*starts cuddling her in his unconscious sleep*

She smiled.

*still crying in my sleep*

She looked at him sadly.

kilroy: hey can i join yoy

sure

kilroy: *cuts eye*

0-0

kilroy: hehe....yeah

-_-

kilroy: sorry. why did you cut yourself

Why does it matter, It's not like I'm someone that should be cared about.

kilroy: same. but i just want to know

i love the way the blood drips on the ground

im more worried about you than im worried about me, and thats saying alot

kilroy: i like it

same

kilroy: why do you cut yourself

because i enjoy the pain

kilroy: but why are you depressed

i was used and abused

kilroy: how and by who

everyone i lived with. my mom, dad, and my brothers